Yesterday.I feel sooo guilty.I told mak ngah that I'll sleep over.To accompany her till friday.But then,I didnt.It was due to some effing family problems.I love her so very much.She's like a mother to me.I really wanted to keep her company after my other aunt's death.Actually,I was already set to go..but then tukar baju balek.Fed up sia.So,I cried as I lay helplessly on my bed.I tried to sleep but I cant seem to..

I woke up with a slight fever.At around 11 plus, myra came over.We went to amk to meet michael because I owe him something.We went to school with aisah.So effing nervous.My hands were cold.I began to panic when I saw one of my classmate cry.But then again,I guess there's no use crying over spilled milk.I squeezed aisah hands because I was so scared.And I felt like punching something.How I wish he was there to comfort me at that moment.I was the last person in class to get the result slip.Mrs hazlan praised me.She said that my english has improved a lot.I got 2 As.I asked her to count the points for me.She said I got 8.I was so effing shocked sak.I was like..really ar..really..?.After that,my vision became blurr.I cried.All those hardwork,lack of sleep,sleeping on the floor and efforts had finally paid off.Myra,kaisah,hilma and aisah passed.However,I feel sad because some didn't make it.I smsed him as soon as I know my results..haha.When I got home,I realised mrs hazlan counted wrongly..I got 7 pnts lahh..not 8.Ahhh..I'm so so so so happy!!.And now..I can sleep in peace without worrying about my results.

The sounds of the irritating crows, the crawling ants and the flying dragonflies are not distracting because I was with you.I gave my full attention and my heart to you.Everytime you're with me, I feel as though nothing else matters to me but you.

Waited for aisah for like 45 minutes at our usual bus stop.Followed her to the bank,bought a cup of my favourite blueberry ice blended.Went to peninsula..bought a shirt and a jacket.Hangout at esplanade..ate cotton candy and talked about a lot of stuffs.It's been a while since we went out together.I really really miss her.I even felt like hugging her but then I didnt arr..haha.She blanja-ed me a peppermint and choc chip ice cream..heh.Walked all the way home from admiralty mrt station.Ohh ohh and the date and time of the release of the N level result has already been confirmed.I'm so scared and nervous sia.I get goosebumps just thinking about it.Hopefully I get to sec 5 next year..but what if I dont..


http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2005/pr20051216.htm

Went out with azi.Followed him to bras basah to get his textbk.Went to penin..hmv..raffles city..then to esplanade.Watched a jazz performance at the waterfront.I'm not a jazz fan but I thought it was okay though..Bought some food at cwp's old chang kee.Sat at a corner and ate.The picture he drew for me was cute and I appreciate it a lot :) .

Late.The transport left us.So, myra and I took the train to yck at ard 5.30am.From there,we took a cab.I was so effing tired and sleepy.I hate morn shift.Causes dark rings ard my eyes.Almost everyone at my line knows that today is my last day.Sent our resignation to the supervisor and we're off..at last.My legs will no longer have to suffer from standing for long hours and I don't have to sacrifice my sleep,weekends,my favourite shows and super late night chats no more..I get to spend a little more time at home, doing art stuffs or play ps2.I still have not touched the canvas board which fin "found".After work, went to cwp.Got my sweet smelling scented stuff..woohoo..puas hati di golden chance.Ehh,puas hati di natural source...haaaah.At night,have to go to ustad shafi's class.After that,I can sleep later than usual and also wake up later than usual...haha.

Woke up early.Didn't get enough sleep.Decided to quit because I'm really bored and tired of this job.So,this will be my last week of working at techpoint.This job made me realise that I have to study hard to get a good job in future.I hate this current job.In future,I would want a job which I'm passionately in love with.A kind of work which I could put my heart and soul in it..

Went to myra's place.Her granny was there.She's so cute and sweet.When I look into her face, it reminds me of my granny.I miss her so much..that I really felt like crying at that point of time.Sometimes, I feel jealous because some of my friend's grandparents are still around and some of them don't appreciate them.Already decided not to do OT.Work was blissful and peaceful because helga didn't come.Shu ying told me that she's really touched by the letter I gave her on her birthday.In that letter, I've expressed my thoughts and feelings towards her.There people there just knew my second name because of shu ying and they started to call me by my second name..It was raining when we're about to head home.As soon as I got home, irfan kept on bugging me to play the ps2 with him..It's been 2 day already actually.I feel sorry for him sometimes because he doesn't have an older brother who shares the same interest as him.I mean fidzul is still small..and he always annoys irfan..haha.

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fine arts
12 april

a girl who is trying to figure out what life could bring
who is learning to appreciate the simple things in life
who never thought that she would fall for someone who contrasts sharply in abilities and interests.

Yesterday.I feel sooo guilty.I told mak ngah that I'll sleep over.To accompany her till friday.But then,I didnt.It was due to some effing family problems.I love her so very much.She's like a mother to me.I really wanted to keep her company after my other aunt's death.Actually,I was already set to go..but then tukar baju balek.Fed up sia.So,I cried as I lay helplessly on my bed.I tried to sleep but I cant seem to..

I woke up with a slight fever.At around 11 plus, myra came over.We went to amk to meet michael because I owe him something.We went to school with aisah.So effing nervous.My hands were cold.I began to panic when I saw one of my classmate cry.But then again,I guess there's no use crying over spilled milk.I squeezed aisah hands because I was so scared.And I felt like punching something.How I wish he was there to comfort me at that moment.I was the last person in class to get the result slip.Mrs hazlan praised me.She said that my english has improved a lot.I got 2 As.I asked her to count the points for me.She said I got 8.I was so effing shocked sak.I was like..really ar..really..?.After that,my vision became blurr.I cried.All those hardwork,lack of sleep,sleeping on the floor and efforts had finally paid off.Myra,kaisah,hilma and aisah passed.However,I feel sad because some didn't make it.I smsed him as soon as I know my results..haha.When I got home,I realised mrs hazlan counted wrongly..I got 7 pnts lahh..not 8.Ahhh..I'm so so so so happy!!.And now..I can sleep in peace without worrying about my results.

The sounds of the irritating crows, the crawling ants and the flying dragonflies are not distracting because I was with you.I gave my full attention and my heart to you.Everytime you're with me, I feel as though nothing else matters to me but you.

Waited for aisah for like 45 minutes at our usual bus stop.Followed her to the bank,bought a cup of my favourite blueberry ice blended.Went to peninsula..bought a shirt and a jacket.Hangout at esplanade..ate cotton candy and talked about a lot of stuffs.It's been a while since we went out together.I really really miss her.I even felt like hugging her but then I didnt arr..haha.She blanja-ed me a peppermint and choc chip ice cream..heh.Walked all the way home from admiralty mrt station.Ohh ohh and the date and time of the release of the N level result has already been confirmed.I'm so scared and nervous sia.I get goosebumps just thinking about it.Hopefully I get to sec 5 next year..but what if I dont..


http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2005/pr20051216.htm

Went out with azi.Followed him to bras basah to get his textbk.Went to penin..hmv..raffles city..then to esplanade.Watched a jazz performance at the waterfront.I'm not a jazz fan but I thought it was okay though..Bought some food at cwp's old chang kee.Sat at a corner and ate.The picture he drew for me was cute and I appreciate it a lot :) .

Late.The transport left us.So, myra and I took the train to yck at ard 5.30am.From there,we took a cab.I was so effing tired and sleepy.I hate morn shift.Causes dark rings ard my eyes.Almost everyone at my line knows that today is my last day.Sent our resignation to the supervisor and we're off..at last.My legs will no longer have to suffer from standing for long hours and I don't have to sacrifice my sleep,weekends,my favourite shows and super late night chats no more..I get to spend a little more time at home, doing art stuffs or play ps2.I still have not touched the canvas board which fin "found".After work, went to cwp.Got my sweet smelling scented stuff..woohoo..puas hati di golden chance.Ehh,puas hati di natural source...haaaah.At night,have to go to ustad shafi's class.After that,I can sleep later than usual and also wake up later than usual...haha.

Woke up early.Didn't get enough sleep.Decided to quit because I'm really bored and tired of this job.So,this will be my last week of working at techpoint.This job made me realise that I have to study hard to get a good job in future.I hate this current job.In future,I would want a job which I'm passionately in love with.A kind of work which I could put my heart and soul in it..

Went to myra's place.Her granny was there.She's so cute and sweet.When I look into her face, it reminds me of my granny.I miss her so much..that I really felt like crying at that point of time.Sometimes, I feel jealous because some of my friend's grandparents are still around and some of them don't appreciate them.Already decided not to do OT.Work was blissful and peaceful because helga didn't come.Shu ying told me that she's really touched by the letter I gave her on her birthday.In that letter, I've expressed my thoughts and feelings towards her.There people there just knew my second name because of shu ying and they started to call me by my second name..It was raining when we're about to head home.As soon as I got home, irfan kept on bugging me to play the ps2 with him..It's been 2 day already actually.I feel sorry for him sometimes because he doesn't have an older brother who shares the same interest as him.I mean fidzul is still small..and he always annoys irfan..haha.

Arghh! :P

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