I don't care if it hurts,I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special.
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep,I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here!??
I don't belong here..

Planned to go to either the national library or the library at esplanade after skool.Skali tak jadi..entah kenape,aleh2 takde mood.So,aisah and i thought about following ms selvi to take our canvas boards at queensway,i think.Supposed to board the bus at 1.30pm.In the meantime,aisah and i decided to go to kfc to have our lunch.In the end,we lost track of time and came back to skool half an hour late.Dahh..terlepas bus.Kedondong betol.So we took the 913 bus to get home.Since it was friday,laki sume gi sembayang..so the bus was pretty crowded.Kat bus stop daerah checkpoint ade ramai budak wdls ring naik the same bus.I saw din..nasib sif takde..*phew*.N level's coming.I have to extra hard if i want to succeed.

I'm being haunted by whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of affliction of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future of things
that are yet to be
I'm being haunted by a vision
It's like the moment never comes
I feel the burden of confusion, always searching... on the run

Now, I'm not a hero...no
But the weight of the world's is on my soul
These images burn my eyes
They're burning me up inside

I soon as i got to skool,i sat with izni they all.Talked for a while then went to the venue where we're supposed to assemble.I dont really know why but i was super duper blurr and slenger that fucking morning.But at least i got to sit infront of the radio ar..heheh.LC wasnt so bad,it was okay except for qn no. 2.Went back to my uncle's house.Lek2..makan..revise then wait for aisah at the bus stop.Bought the usual ice blended and headed for hilma's place.Went to skool again.When i opened the s.s booklet and saw the SBQ.I felt like fainting and crying..i didnt study about anything to do with conflicts among countries.I spent a lot of time doing it.But at least merger and separation came out..thanks to mr raqi.Overall,i didnt have the time to complete my last line of conclusion and 1/4 of the last the last qn of the SBQ.All i know was that,i've done my very best.

I slept at my uncle's house for a few days.Today's paper is malay.I didnt do anything but i guess i was ready for it.For P1-i chose the informal letter and the last question.It was okay.I had plenty of time to check and count and check and check again.For P2-the first part was a little bit tough.Especially the peribahase section.The behind2 part all okay.Hope to get A1 for malay.

manipulated
fine arts
12 april

a girl who is trying to figure out what life could bring
who is learning to appreciate the simple things in life
who never thought that she would fall for someone who contrasts sharply in abilities and interests.

I don't care if it hurts,I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special.
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep,I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here!??
I don't belong here..

Planned to go to either the national library or the library at esplanade after skool.Skali tak jadi..entah kenape,aleh2 takde mood.So,aisah and i thought about following ms selvi to take our canvas boards at queensway,i think.Supposed to board the bus at 1.30pm.In the meantime,aisah and i decided to go to kfc to have our lunch.In the end,we lost track of time and came back to skool half an hour late.Dahh..terlepas bus.Kedondong betol.So we took the 913 bus to get home.Since it was friday,laki sume gi sembayang..so the bus was pretty crowded.Kat bus stop daerah checkpoint ade ramai budak wdls ring naik the same bus.I saw din..nasib sif takde..*phew*.N level's coming.I have to extra hard if i want to succeed.

I'm being haunted by whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of affliction of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future of things
that are yet to be
I'm being haunted by a vision
It's like the moment never comes
I feel the burden of confusion, always searching... on the run

Now, I'm not a hero...no
But the weight of the world's is on my soul
These images burn my eyes
They're burning me up inside

I soon as i got to skool,i sat with izni they all.Talked for a while then went to the venue where we're supposed to assemble.I dont really know why but i was super duper blurr and slenger that fucking morning.But at least i got to sit infront of the radio ar..heheh.LC wasnt so bad,it was okay except for qn no. 2.Went back to my uncle's house.Lek2..makan..revise then wait for aisah at the bus stop.Bought the usual ice blended and headed for hilma's place.Went to skool again.When i opened the s.s booklet and saw the SBQ.I felt like fainting and crying..i didnt study about anything to do with conflicts among countries.I spent a lot of time doing it.But at least merger and separation came out..thanks to mr raqi.Overall,i didnt have the time to complete my last line of conclusion and 1/4 of the last the last qn of the SBQ.All i know was that,i've done my very best.

I slept at my uncle's house for a few days.Today's paper is malay.I didnt do anything but i guess i was ready for it.For P1-i chose the informal letter and the last question.It was okay.I had plenty of time to check and count and check and check again.For P2-the first part was a little bit tough.Especially the peribahase section.The behind2 part all okay.Hope to get A1 for malay.

Arghh! :P

HIM

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