Overslept.Supposed to meet aisah and umairah at 5am to go cycling.In the end,i woke up at 7am.Met aisah at the bus stop and then cycled to umairah's blk.We cycled at the park near the admiralty sec sch.It was nice.After that,we cycled around the factory area.Umairah came up with the idea of cycling to hilma's house at marsiling.Tiring but fun..Hilma joined us.The four of us cycled at the jetty.The view there was pretty nice.If only it was night time and there's fireworks.Aisah wanted to go to sembawang while hilma wanted to go to kranji.Umairah and i were already "pancet" sia.We sent hilma home and we went back to wdls.On the way home..the weather started to change.We sat at the bus stop for a while.It was quite a long way..but we managed to reach wdls.It was getting worst..so we sat under a blk.The three of us were soaking wet and bloody cold.Got home around 12nn like that.My arms and ass are killing me....

Went to east coast with my family.My mom requested that the whole family to come for her sec sch reunion gathering.I mean it must be cool to have that sort of thing..its like for after several years..we get to see our friends,enemies,secret crushes again..I do saw a few skimmers there.Mengarot sey..bukannyer ade wave.Emil and i sat at one side,somewhere near the shore..eating our donuts and slurping on our slurpees.Went to harbourfront..jln2.My father top up for me..heheh.Reached home around 8pm.At 8.35pm,met umairah at the bus stop..walked to the popular at admiralty.Bought our art supplies then we each grabbed a cup of blended ice with pearls.While walking..we shoot the pearls through our straws..i know its stupid..but its fun ar..hahah.Okay shut up...

Went to Johor with my family excluding my mom.There's some sort of a lunch invitation ar..compulsory for me..haiz.The weather was pretty bad..Got home around 3 + like that.Made a last minute plan to go for the bbq thingy at sembawang park.Went there with fin.Got lost..but managed to reach there.I wasnt feeling comfortable coz most of my close friends didnt come.Anyway..that place just gives me the creeps..especially when there was a sudden blackout which happened for like a few minutes.Ishk..im so so tired.

Met irya at boots and shoes.Waited for iza.Emil,irya,iza and me got on the mrt.Nadiah and aziee came in from the last cabin.Iza is damn funny sia.At city hall,we met shahidah,liyana,raisa and munirah.Ate at long john..emil's friend came and gave her a pair of free bravery tix.Bestt sey..Went window shopping at peninsula.Saw snz..cute sey dier.Most of the roads there were blocked so we have to go the long way.While all of us were having our pictures taken,there's this photograher..he wants to take some photo of us.And we were like so so excited..felt like a super model sia..hahah.He gave me his number so that we could get our photos..best best.Set for glory's performance was so good..we even took a picture with them.Haii..i felt like melting sia.Watched most of the performance at the arena.Then,there's this 3 guys..they said,"kiteorg nak mosh..kiteorg da warning ni..sape taknak,jgn dekat".The girls and i moved to one side.Then,they started to mosh..the ones on the other side moshed to.We were stuck in the middle and moshed jugak lah.I was wearing a coat that time.I feared that i might damage that coat then 3 of my friend's hp were in my pockets including mine.Separated from the rest..i struggled my way out of the moshpit but failed to.I tried to move back but they kept pushing me to the front.I fell hard..but there's this really cute guy wearing a black coat helped me up.I helped this guy who almost fell to the ground by pulling his sweatshirt,he was body surfing before that.I pushed and punched my way out of the moshpit and managed to jumpe iza..and slowly jumpe the rest.I was so so relieved and glad to meet all of them again.After that,the security came and stopped the moshing.Nadiah kene paling rabak sia.She kene kick in the stomach and face by a heartless punk.He apologised but then kicked her again in the stomach..motherfucker.We brought her to one side..let her rest for a while.Met harith/her brother..he wasnt sure what to do.Rabakkk siaa..Then,saw some beautiful fireworks..what a day it was.Saw azizi on the way..Met up with umairah at cityhall..went home with her.Some skinheads were in the same cabin as us.They sang and sang.Kalau suare sedap takpe juge sey..da boring,i covered my head with my coat and slept.It was great fun hangingout with the bunch of girls.They're ohhh so adorable.Looking forward to the next girls day out.I wonder how's the gig at safra was like....

I so so love fridays and i dont know why.I so love P.E lesson.Played touch down.The class was divided into two groups.1 and 2.I was actually in group 1 but then,hazwan asked me to join his group because of the shortage of players.It was fun..although i prefer playing floorball.I really miss floorball sey..Chemistry lesson was damn fun.We all got to sort of play outside.The groups were given a question and had to solve them.After that,head to the art room.Painted a bit and went out to buy bubble tea.Umairah,aisah and i pegi lah beli..while the rest kirim oni.When we got the stuffs already,coincidently..org dabes friday prayers.Jammed packed..ishkk..luckily i didnt bump into sif or any of his friends sia.As soon as we got back to skool..we continued with our paintings.It was raining cats and dogs outside.Around 5pm,we decided to go home despite the heavy rain.We saw the bus and ran for it but the bus didnt stop.Instead,we were splashed at by the bus.Sedih sey..almost everyone at the bus stop saw that.Suay betol.I made a fool of myself by screaming and pushing the people at the bus stop all because of a small harmless frog.I felt so the very silly.

Aisah and i puase today.We sat at the bench on the first level with hilma and all.Saw this sec3 girl eating a sandwich.Aisah and i was like..haiz.The bread was sort of extraordinary.I say this because its not like any other bread,its so soft and thick.Damn,it looks so nice..if only i could feel it,grab it and bite it.After skool..had to stay back for english MORE programme.Umairah,aisah and i threw paper balls at each other.I know its kinda childish but it was so fun..heheh.I mean,dah lamer tak buat keje cam gitu..skali buat,rase best gitu.Maybe amirul is right about me having two different sides..Hhmm..Oh ya,we planned to do it again next english extra class.I wanna aim kaisah arr..muahahah.Did a worksheet and went to the art room to do my artwork with umairah.When we got there..sample,shamil,ariff,ariffin all ade.They relek there for a while..and left.Aisah,umairah and i walked all the way home.We passed some old factories and the football field.The guys on the fields were warming up.Funny sey..At last,i reached home around 7 plus.

Had to stay back after skool because MORE programme.Today's combined humanities.For history,Mrs chew didnt come.I thought that i could relax for a while..den..skali,mr raqi came and decided to start on the social studies class.Hurrr...He requested the 4d students to join us.Mak oii..ramai giler punye.If i knew that they were to join us,i would have saved a seat for aisah sey.But then,sitting with hilma and umairah wasnt that bad.Sort sey diorg..hahah.Overall,the lesson was quite okaylah..

Went to the sports hall.Met izni,sarah and ham.Kaisah and aini came after that.Skali the courts were fully booked.Ham suggested we all go to the marsiling c.c.Haiya,waste my ezlink oni..i could have gone straight to the marsiling c.c.The girls and i went there while ham stays and wait for ariff and ariffin.Wan was already at the marsiling c.c.As soon as we booked the court,we started playing.Booked from 1 to 3pm.Nisham joined us.Ard 2 plus,izni,kaisah,aini had to go for omm.Sarah went home with her cousin.I stayed with the rest.Puas hati ar main badminton coz dah lamer tak main...Before going home,nisham,wan,ham and i decided to check out the omm peeps to see what they're up to.Heheh..kpo sey.There were some instrumental and dancing going on.It was pouring rain so we went under blk 23.Nisham went home.The 3 of us,bought some drinks and food.Lepak with them for a while coz hujan semakin lebat.Talked and talked..laughed and laughed.They're so funny..heheh.When it had stopped raining,wan went home..ham and i walked together all the way to the bus stop.Sampai je bus stop,bus 912 and 913 baru lepas.Nak keja,due2 tak larat sia..hahah.So we sat and waited for the bus.And then,my bus came..said bye to ham and get on the bus.*Sigh*.I was so so so lethargic.When i reached home,no one was at home..i didnt bring the stupid keys with me coz i thought that they would be home by the time i got back.Argghh.I had to wait outside for an hour sia.Ishhkkk..Damn,my body parts are killing me..My arms,legs,neck and ass.

Stayed back after skool coz i have to go for the english oral at 2.15pm.Since i have plenty of time,i managed to persuade aisah into doing our art together.I did a lot of paper mache.Aisah was still planning on what to draw.Around 1.45pm,i sent aisah to the bus stop.See her get on the bus and then,went back to skool.Chai peng,wei ling and i went to the oral together.I was the last one while chai peng was the second last.Before starting,everyone in the group must be there.I was so so nervous.When it was my turn,i tried my best.It was all about guitar.I was weak in describing the picture.I didnt have much to say about it.I really felt like crying.I guess that i was too nervous that my mind was kinda went blank.Oh well,what's done is done..At night,my sister and i have to follow my mom to blk 658,blajar agama.I feared that i might bump into sif.Coz he lives around that area.I dont know why but i would never want to see him ever again..the last time i saw him was in march.

Went to skool in slippers today because i got blisters.Stupid skull slippers.Harap je slipper lawa..tapi..iiishk.Although in between of my toes are in pain but its nice ar..i meant the shape.Shape of a heart.Really sia..hahah.Dont believe?then ask izni..heh.Paiseh sey..People asking me..here and there.I was so tired the whole day.Puase lah..byk sey hutang.During art lesson..sat with jason and firdaus.Best jugak duduk dgn diorg.Talk..talk..smile..smile..laugh..laugh.Ella and aisah were absent..argh.I've started painting "the eye".I wasnt ready to paint it actually..without ella,i have no confident.But so far,i did quite okay..i think.During recess,stayed in the art room with hilma and umairah.Whats the point of going to the canteen while im fasting rite..??.I felt really weak sia.I really really wanted to go home but then..i feared that i might miss a lot of important stuff in skool.*sigh*.Ohh yar..i will be playing badminton with ham sume this saturday at sports hall.Badminton punye pasal..kaki teros baik..hahah.So ariff,if you're reading this..ni kite ajak.Nak ikot,ikot lahh..taknak sudahh :P.After skool,i couldnt decide whether i should go for MORE programme or not..At last,i decided to go because i feel that i really need help.No one could save me..except for me.For history,only 10 people came.For social studies,about less than 20 like that came.Rabak..When i reached home,took my shower and went to sleep.Buke ard 10.20pm like that.Yeyy!!my mom bought me the cotton candy that i've been craving for.*smiles widely*.Stayed up to do my homework and study..

Went to aisah's to get my chucks back.Met up with nadiah,harith's sister infront of cheers at 2pm.Took the 913 bus to causeway pnt.Met irya and shahidah then went straight to the rock fest.The bands were quite okay..i like the band which played mcr,the used and the offspring's songs.Too bad,sabree's band wasnt there..*sigh*.But i saw their friends,harith and gang.It was fun hanging out with the girls.Went to cold storage with emil and mom.Rounding..rounding,then head for home.I'm so worn out..

First period of the day was P.E.I didnt get enough sleep the day before.So, i wasnt that pumped like usual during P.E lesson.I was tired and not in the mood for anything.Ohh ya..i lost 3kg and grew 1 cm taller..heheh.The 5 stations for napha test starts today.Haiya..i wasnt prepared for it.First was sit ups.I think i did pretty well for that.I did 43.But then,my so called partner wasnt quite satisfied with it.She said i didnt do it properly.Ye lahh tu..Then,it was the shuttle run.I hate doing shuttle run especially infront of the boys in my class.I was mighty nervous.Bile nak start,chai peng salah..dier ingat blom start.I was already running.Abehh..kene start balek.I was like..hilang sey semangat.My timing was pretty bad,11.8 sec.Managed to get 25 for the inclined pull up.So far,the stations that i did quite well were the inclined pull up and sit up..I'll do my very best if i was given another chance because i'm aiming for gold this year.After that was history.I sat next to aisah.For physics,sat next to sandy because i want to focus better.I understood what mr tan said although not fully but i do have some facts in my head.

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fine arts
12 april

a girl who is trying to figure out what life could bring
who is learning to appreciate the simple things in life
who never thought that she would fall for someone who contrasts sharply in abilities and interests.

Overslept.Supposed to meet aisah and umairah at 5am to go cycling.In the end,i woke up at 7am.Met aisah at the bus stop and then cycled to umairah's blk.We cycled at the park near the admiralty sec sch.It was nice.After that,we cycled around the factory area.Umairah came up with the idea of cycling to hilma's house at marsiling.Tiring but fun..Hilma joined us.The four of us cycled at the jetty.The view there was pretty nice.If only it was night time and there's fireworks.Aisah wanted to go to sembawang while hilma wanted to go to kranji.Umairah and i were already "pancet" sia.We sent hilma home and we went back to wdls.On the way home..the weather started to change.We sat at the bus stop for a while.It was quite a long way..but we managed to reach wdls.It was getting worst..so we sat under a blk.The three of us were soaking wet and bloody cold.Got home around 12nn like that.My arms and ass are killing me....

Went to east coast with my family.My mom requested that the whole family to come for her sec sch reunion gathering.I mean it must be cool to have that sort of thing..its like for after several years..we get to see our friends,enemies,secret crushes again..I do saw a few skimmers there.Mengarot sey..bukannyer ade wave.Emil and i sat at one side,somewhere near the shore..eating our donuts and slurping on our slurpees.Went to harbourfront..jln2.My father top up for me..heheh.Reached home around 8pm.At 8.35pm,met umairah at the bus stop..walked to the popular at admiralty.Bought our art supplies then we each grabbed a cup of blended ice with pearls.While walking..we shoot the pearls through our straws..i know its stupid..but its fun ar..hahah.Okay shut up...

Went to Johor with my family excluding my mom.There's some sort of a lunch invitation ar..compulsory for me..haiz.The weather was pretty bad..Got home around 3 + like that.Made a last minute plan to go for the bbq thingy at sembawang park.Went there with fin.Got lost..but managed to reach there.I wasnt feeling comfortable coz most of my close friends didnt come.Anyway..that place just gives me the creeps..especially when there was a sudden blackout which happened for like a few minutes.Ishk..im so so tired.

Met irya at boots and shoes.Waited for iza.Emil,irya,iza and me got on the mrt.Nadiah and aziee came in from the last cabin.Iza is damn funny sia.At city hall,we met shahidah,liyana,raisa and munirah.Ate at long john..emil's friend came and gave her a pair of free bravery tix.Bestt sey..Went window shopping at peninsula.Saw snz..cute sey dier.Most of the roads there were blocked so we have to go the long way.While all of us were having our pictures taken,there's this photograher..he wants to take some photo of us.And we were like so so excited..felt like a super model sia..hahah.He gave me his number so that we could get our photos..best best.Set for glory's performance was so good..we even took a picture with them.Haii..i felt like melting sia.Watched most of the performance at the arena.Then,there's this 3 guys..they said,"kiteorg nak mosh..kiteorg da warning ni..sape taknak,jgn dekat".The girls and i moved to one side.Then,they started to mosh..the ones on the other side moshed to.We were stuck in the middle and moshed jugak lah.I was wearing a coat that time.I feared that i might damage that coat then 3 of my friend's hp were in my pockets including mine.Separated from the rest..i struggled my way out of the moshpit but failed to.I tried to move back but they kept pushing me to the front.I fell hard..but there's this really cute guy wearing a black coat helped me up.I helped this guy who almost fell to the ground by pulling his sweatshirt,he was body surfing before that.I pushed and punched my way out of the moshpit and managed to jumpe iza..and slowly jumpe the rest.I was so so relieved and glad to meet all of them again.After that,the security came and stopped the moshing.Nadiah kene paling rabak sia.She kene kick in the stomach and face by a heartless punk.He apologised but then kicked her again in the stomach..motherfucker.We brought her to one side..let her rest for a while.Met harith/her brother..he wasnt sure what to do.Rabakkk siaa..Then,saw some beautiful fireworks..what a day it was.Saw azizi on the way..Met up with umairah at cityhall..went home with her.Some skinheads were in the same cabin as us.They sang and sang.Kalau suare sedap takpe juge sey..da boring,i covered my head with my coat and slept.It was great fun hangingout with the bunch of girls.They're ohhh so adorable.Looking forward to the next girls day out.I wonder how's the gig at safra was like....

I so so love fridays and i dont know why.I so love P.E lesson.Played touch down.The class was divided into two groups.1 and 2.I was actually in group 1 but then,hazwan asked me to join his group because of the shortage of players.It was fun..although i prefer playing floorball.I really miss floorball sey..Chemistry lesson was damn fun.We all got to sort of play outside.The groups were given a question and had to solve them.After that,head to the art room.Painted a bit and went out to buy bubble tea.Umairah,aisah and i pegi lah beli..while the rest kirim oni.When we got the stuffs already,coincidently..org dabes friday prayers.Jammed packed..ishkk..luckily i didnt bump into sif or any of his friends sia.As soon as we got back to skool..we continued with our paintings.It was raining cats and dogs outside.Around 5pm,we decided to go home despite the heavy rain.We saw the bus and ran for it but the bus didnt stop.Instead,we were splashed at by the bus.Sedih sey..almost everyone at the bus stop saw that.Suay betol.I made a fool of myself by screaming and pushing the people at the bus stop all because of a small harmless frog.I felt so the very silly.

Aisah and i puase today.We sat at the bench on the first level with hilma and all.Saw this sec3 girl eating a sandwich.Aisah and i was like..haiz.The bread was sort of extraordinary.I say this because its not like any other bread,its so soft and thick.Damn,it looks so nice..if only i could feel it,grab it and bite it.After skool..had to stay back for english MORE programme.Umairah,aisah and i threw paper balls at each other.I know its kinda childish but it was so fun..heheh.I mean,dah lamer tak buat keje cam gitu..skali buat,rase best gitu.Maybe amirul is right about me having two different sides..Hhmm..Oh ya,we planned to do it again next english extra class.I wanna aim kaisah arr..muahahah.Did a worksheet and went to the art room to do my artwork with umairah.When we got there..sample,shamil,ariff,ariffin all ade.They relek there for a while..and left.Aisah,umairah and i walked all the way home.We passed some old factories and the football field.The guys on the fields were warming up.Funny sey..At last,i reached home around 7 plus.

Had to stay back after skool because MORE programme.Today's combined humanities.For history,Mrs chew didnt come.I thought that i could relax for a while..den..skali,mr raqi came and decided to start on the social studies class.Hurrr...He requested the 4d students to join us.Mak oii..ramai giler punye.If i knew that they were to join us,i would have saved a seat for aisah sey.But then,sitting with hilma and umairah wasnt that bad.Sort sey diorg..hahah.Overall,the lesson was quite okaylah..

Went to the sports hall.Met izni,sarah and ham.Kaisah and aini came after that.Skali the courts were fully booked.Ham suggested we all go to the marsiling c.c.Haiya,waste my ezlink oni..i could have gone straight to the marsiling c.c.The girls and i went there while ham stays and wait for ariff and ariffin.Wan was already at the marsiling c.c.As soon as we booked the court,we started playing.Booked from 1 to 3pm.Nisham joined us.Ard 2 plus,izni,kaisah,aini had to go for omm.Sarah went home with her cousin.I stayed with the rest.Puas hati ar main badminton coz dah lamer tak main...Before going home,nisham,wan,ham and i decided to check out the omm peeps to see what they're up to.Heheh..kpo sey.There were some instrumental and dancing going on.It was pouring rain so we went under blk 23.Nisham went home.The 3 of us,bought some drinks and food.Lepak with them for a while coz hujan semakin lebat.Talked and talked..laughed and laughed.They're so funny..heheh.When it had stopped raining,wan went home..ham and i walked together all the way to the bus stop.Sampai je bus stop,bus 912 and 913 baru lepas.Nak keja,due2 tak larat sia..hahah.So we sat and waited for the bus.And then,my bus came..said bye to ham and get on the bus.*Sigh*.I was so so so lethargic.When i reached home,no one was at home..i didnt bring the stupid keys with me coz i thought that they would be home by the time i got back.Argghh.I had to wait outside for an hour sia.Ishhkkk..Damn,my body parts are killing me..My arms,legs,neck and ass.

Stayed back after skool coz i have to go for the english oral at 2.15pm.Since i have plenty of time,i managed to persuade aisah into doing our art together.I did a lot of paper mache.Aisah was still planning on what to draw.Around 1.45pm,i sent aisah to the bus stop.See her get on the bus and then,went back to skool.Chai peng,wei ling and i went to the oral together.I was the last one while chai peng was the second last.Before starting,everyone in the group must be there.I was so so nervous.When it was my turn,i tried my best.It was all about guitar.I was weak in describing the picture.I didnt have much to say about it.I really felt like crying.I guess that i was too nervous that my mind was kinda went blank.Oh well,what's done is done..At night,my sister and i have to follow my mom to blk 658,blajar agama.I feared that i might bump into sif.Coz he lives around that area.I dont know why but i would never want to see him ever again..the last time i saw him was in march.

Went to skool in slippers today because i got blisters.Stupid skull slippers.Harap je slipper lawa..tapi..iiishk.Although in between of my toes are in pain but its nice ar..i meant the shape.Shape of a heart.Really sia..hahah.Dont believe?then ask izni..heh.Paiseh sey..People asking me..here and there.I was so tired the whole day.Puase lah..byk sey hutang.During art lesson..sat with jason and firdaus.Best jugak duduk dgn diorg.Talk..talk..smile..smile..laugh..laugh.Ella and aisah were absent..argh.I've started painting "the eye".I wasnt ready to paint it actually..without ella,i have no confident.But so far,i did quite okay..i think.During recess,stayed in the art room with hilma and umairah.Whats the point of going to the canteen while im fasting rite..??.I felt really weak sia.I really really wanted to go home but then..i feared that i might miss a lot of important stuff in skool.*sigh*.Ohh yar..i will be playing badminton with ham sume this saturday at sports hall.Badminton punye pasal..kaki teros baik..hahah.So ariff,if you're reading this..ni kite ajak.Nak ikot,ikot lahh..taknak sudahh :P.After skool,i couldnt decide whether i should go for MORE programme or not..At last,i decided to go because i feel that i really need help.No one could save me..except for me.For history,only 10 people came.For social studies,about less than 20 like that came.Rabak..When i reached home,took my shower and went to sleep.Buke ard 10.20pm like that.Yeyy!!my mom bought me the cotton candy that i've been craving for.*smiles widely*.Stayed up to do my homework and study..

Went to aisah's to get my chucks back.Met up with nadiah,harith's sister infront of cheers at 2pm.Took the 913 bus to causeway pnt.Met irya and shahidah then went straight to the rock fest.The bands were quite okay..i like the band which played mcr,the used and the offspring's songs.Too bad,sabree's band wasnt there..*sigh*.But i saw their friends,harith and gang.It was fun hanging out with the girls.Went to cold storage with emil and mom.Rounding..rounding,then head for home.I'm so worn out..

First period of the day was P.E.I didnt get enough sleep the day before.So, i wasnt that pumped like usual during P.E lesson.I was tired and not in the mood for anything.Ohh ya..i lost 3kg and grew 1 cm taller..heheh.The 5 stations for napha test starts today.Haiya..i wasnt prepared for it.First was sit ups.I think i did pretty well for that.I did 43.But then,my so called partner wasnt quite satisfied with it.She said i didnt do it properly.Ye lahh tu..Then,it was the shuttle run.I hate doing shuttle run especially infront of the boys in my class.I was mighty nervous.Bile nak start,chai peng salah..dier ingat blom start.I was already running.Abehh..kene start balek.I was like..hilang sey semangat.My timing was pretty bad,11.8 sec.Managed to get 25 for the inclined pull up.So far,the stations that i did quite well were the inclined pull up and sit up..I'll do my very best if i was given another chance because i'm aiming for gold this year.After that was history.I sat next to aisah.For physics,sat next to sandy because i want to focus better.I understood what mr tan said although not fully but i do have some facts in my head.

Arghh! :P

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